Oh darl, unfortunately it's an all too familiar feeling & one I wish we never had to go through. Pregnancies aren't supposed to be tainted with fear but lined with love & the feeling of promise.

We are all here to hold your hand & get you through to that magical scan. I wish you only the best of luck!

Ocean Princess had a fantastic suggestion - I hired a doppler (& I don't remember it being expensive), so I could just have a sneaky listen to bub's heartbeat when I had those moments of fear & it was brilliant for me. Maybe it's a valid suggestion/idea for you too?

Love Jayne x